its comforting to have a place like this to say what i want to say. too often i feel like i cant be myself. i just want to say what i want and not feel guilty or stupid because of it. im not giving this address to anyone so if someone happens upon it and reads it then they will have learned a lot about me.
something about just having a place to talk is comforting.
so about me. im 15, almost 16 and im from a smallish town in colorado. i feel like in the past 6 months or so ive changed a lot. im not the same person i used to be. i dont like the same things i used to. i dont have the same taste in music or clothes. i dont even really feel that i have absolutely anything in common with my friends anymore. i wish i could break out of my little group and just go and be friends with who i want to. im not popular but im not a complete outsider and for a long time, i had a hard time with that. i wanted to be the popular girl who had all the friends and could get any guy at school and all of that cliche crap, but ive finally accepted who i am. im kind of weird, i have a strange sense of humour. im obsessed with the past, i love anything with history. i used to be pretty run of the mill. but now people call me emo or scene or whatever. i dont know about that, i mean, i like what i like, i listen, wear, watch, and do what i want to. so call me what you will but as far as im concerned, im just me.
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